a break from everything

How do one love the same person with a passion that they hate? Im starting to think its just me but i gotta hunch that its sorta nirmal... i use to think love an hate would never make it in the same paragraph let alone the same sentence!!! Im not only talkn love as in relationships i mean in general father an son mother an daughter however you wanna put it. Its like im starting not to feel but really i am feeling by not feeling if your stilol with me on that one hah... i mean like to not feel u gotta be feeling something that you dont want to feel in the back of your head without even knowing, like advertisement use tricks to play on the human brain to get you to think about what there offering without conscously thinking about it your really sub-conscouisly thinking about it... Damn if life good be just a tad bit easier i would be grateful but until then ima blogger!!! haa