theories of evolution in schools

 coming from a unbiased perception, i see a serious problem with not being able to learn evolution from a religion believers point of view within the schools in america. i believe if you have a theory of how we are created it should be taught regardless of the theories orgin, atleast brought to the knowledge of the students. it seems that the american schooling system leans more torward evolution as our fault for creation at the same time we pledge as one nation under god and surrender his name in our constitution. yet its looked down upon to learn it in the class room and pledge under his name every morn while teaching completely opposite of his word?  i do not currently have a religion nor do i feel a chromosone was the reason im breathing now one thing i do believe in is fairness freedom to learn all lifes possibilities and a equal learning opportunity.

bad new years luck

Last new years I almost lose my life. This new year my brother loses his. This is jus 2 years in a row but damn. I always here
Bad luck comes in threes so what the hell can happen to me next year. Out of all the things I been through
I'm actually a really calm person sometime I lose my cool but who don't. I'm getting more and more into god I am hoping 4 answers
There but my keyword in that is hope because that's all you canb do when somethinbg is no longer able to be controlled by you. But I guess ill find out til then another blog to the rescue! Haa

jus thinking

after being shot 4 times i would have thought that my life would have made a dramatic changes but it seems to be im stuck in the same mindset but a little more riskier... you kno i died and i was brought back to life after seven minutes =. but one thing i had to get off my mind is that i didnt see my life flash before me nor did i see angels the devil and so on. all i could see was was i could of avoided being shot like i should of ran towards this way i should of jumped towards that way, but all they while my real main focus was conserving my oxygen as i started feel short of breathe. one thing that did help was staying come i shut my mouth breathed through my nose and was thinkin about what my dumbass could have been doing besides getting myself shot. as my boys rushed me to the hospital my heart stop as the was carrying me in. i live after all that i would think i should be flying ina straight line with no stops in ghettodom no more but in alreality all it did was give me a reason to not work have back pains an the risk of a bullet moving in my back to paralysis me. i did jus about everything i could to screw up my life so far now im tryna fix it wit a set of broken tool an no easy to read get at your nearest convenient store instruction manual hah!!! huess its just another one of lifes expeditions

LoVe

love is a mountain with a avalanche at the peak,your destined to get there but as you go you grow weak, no other thought in mind except your love in your heart, the love of your life, and the reason you start, you come to a halt it seems your loves falling apart until you can remember your reason from the start.you travel through rocks and snowy debri you feel as though you cant make it and fall to your knees, mear thoughts in your mind is she really for me? me and her meant to be or is it my not letting go that makes me beleave that me an her are meant to be. but you think when you started what made you start you grasp your breathe and stand on your feet, your love dont rest you pass on a seat. is this love for me is this love for me i can only find out through pain and agony!!! 

a break from everything

How do one love the same person with a passion that they hate? Im starting to think its just me but i gotta hunch that its sorta nirmal... i use to think love an hate would never make it in the same paragraph let alone the same sentence!!! Im not only talkn love as in relationships i mean in general father an son mother an daughter however you wanna put it. Its like im starting not to feel but really i am feeling by not feeling if your stilol with me on that one hah... i mean like to not feel u gotta be feeling something that you dont want to feel in the back of your head without even knowing, like advertisement use tricks to play on the human brain to get you to think about what there offering without conscously thinking about it your really sub-conscouisly thinking about it... Damn if life good be just a tad bit easier i would be grateful but until then ima blogger!!! haa

how bout that

my friend been telln me about blogging an what u can do with it. i always kept my ears open because it was my boy of course but i really didnt care for the idea, but when ur bored as hell you cant sleep and its 4 in the moring theres not lots to do... so im jus googleing for about a hour til i run out of ideas an blogging popped up now i feel like im hooked any recommendations on rehabs haa. its not bad though i kinda like it still getn used to a couple things but i can dig it. ima supporter ina matters of minutes now ima jus have ta tell him how i stumbled upon it geez!!! hah nah theres no pride between friends in my eyes hed feel better knowing he aint tha only one on it now!

caring

how hard is to care or is it jus me... im thinkn caring would be easy if it was jus a word an not an internal action... you care then u dont ur happy for them then u dont care what is it am i jus a confused person